Update on my life

I’ve been neglecting my blog. And it’s partly because I’m not used to the fact that my audience has changed. Normally my biggest bursts of writing have been during either preparations to go to Ecuador or on-the-ground time with Youth World. Now it’s mostly the people in the Southern Hemisphere wondering what in the world I’ve been up to, so for you and anyone else that was wondering, here’s what’s going on.

When I got on a plane on August 9, I wasn’t exactly sure what the next few months would look like for me. I thought there was going to be a lot more travelling going on for me this fall, and that I would have some concrete and more immediate plans to return to Ecuador. I set a target time for myself to adjust to the fact that I was home in the U.S. before I started moving ahead with my own plans, and then just as I was about to do so, God just sort of jumped in. He does that, doesn’t He? Or at least it seems that way to us, when all of a sudden you realize that His hand is visible to you.

In what might seem to someone else as amazing and coincidental timing, I arrived back in Elizabeth City just as a staffing need occurred at my home church. As four of my favorite people took a step towards the next chapter of their lives and walks with God, I was asked to step into one of those people’s shoes as the Interim Director of Youth Ministries at First UMC Elizabeth City. I say that it might seem amazing and coincidental to someone else, but as I’ve actually gotten to do this job and see some of the ways that God has prepared me for it, I know that it certainly wasn’t my plan to be in this position or even place at this time, but it was His, and He knows what He’s doing.

In fact, even when I don’t know what I’m doing, it’s been amazing to realize how much I need to actively rely on God and learn to trust Him from what I once considered the safety of my home church and culture and town. Not that I didn’t before. But we all have ways we need to grow, and I can definitely say it’s been easier to recognize some of my failings, fallings, inadequacies and sins when I’m in the jungle or a mountainside village or telling my testimony (what?!) to fifty people than it has been in my traditional “comfort zone.” And here I am in what I thought would be a comfortable place, but in much more of a leadership role that I’m used to. All that to say I’ve been challenged, I’ve been growing, I’ve been having a blast, and I’ll continue to be/do all of those things and be aware of the way that God is working, even if I don’t understand it some days.

So in a nutshell, I’m back in Elizabeth City. I’m back to Benjamin House and La Casa. I’m back to Albemarle Music. I’m back to First United Methodist Church but in a new way, and I love it. And whenever my mind isn’t on First UMC, it’s on/in Ecuador. And I’ll have plenty of stories about all of the above whenever I can conjure up the words for them all.

A Day of Adventures at Carmen Bajo

On Friday afternoons I teach at Iglesia Carmen Bajo. This is a glimpse of what that tends to look like, though in the style of another blogger friend, I”m mostly going to let the pictures do the talking on this one.

Laura’s art room at Carmen Bajo, which becomes my guitar classroom on Fridays:
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Cameron Vivanco and Sarah Marr helping with lunch. This is always a great project if you want to make yourself useful at Carmen Bajo. I don’t think Sarah was expecting to spend her afternoon preparing cow livers, though.
 

 

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A close-up of the liver-preparing process. They got dunked in egg mix and covered in cornmeal before being fried into something that looked a little more edible.
 

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An impromptu ping-pong tournament ensued as we were waiting for kids to get picked up. Fabian and Santiago were both totally cheating.
 

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One of my newest students, Ana, working on the notes on the first string.

Never Know

You never know exactly what’s going to happen around here. It lends itself to great Facebook status ideas. You should all look forward to that whenever the phone company gets around to hooking up the internet connection here.

Yesterday was a lazy morning. I woke up just a little too late to make it to EFC for the early service, and knew I’d destroy everyone’s plans for the day if I went to the late one, so I caught up on reading, writing, and devotional time most of the morning. Lunch was pescado, which is always amazing here. I was even corrected in my manners and specifically told to eat it with my hands (and after I gave in and put down my fork, Lourdes bragged to everyone all day about how Ecuadorian I was). Weekend and holiday meals around here (yesterday fell under both) always mean that both the whole family is here, and usually at least two people from the church. Doña Jimena and her daughter were here to join us for the pescado, and I was invited to go see the place where she and Teresita (my Godson Luis’s sister) work making bricks in the morning to learn all about it. I thought they were kidding.

After lunch I sat down to write, but Marta asked me “Nos acompañas?”  (“Will you come with us?”) I wasn’t sure who “us” was or where I’d be accompanying1 them, but since Marta and her mom were on their way down the stairs together, I figured I’d be hanging out with them in the store again.

Turns out we started out going on a walk. I’m not sure if we were intentionally house-hunting to begin with or if it just seemed like a good idea once we started seeing for sale/rent signs around the barrio.  Apparently Marta is looking for somewhere to live here in Guajalo (this sector of Quito) to be closer to her family and the store, now that she’s working here. We walked around the neighborhood behind the store, up the hill and around the corner, and I realized we had come up behind Emaús. I actually didn’t know that road kept going all the way around, so I feel like I learned a shortcut to the church. We kept going and crossed over the highway to go up the hill that looks down on the old storefront where Emaús began. We even actually stopped and looked inside one of the houses for rent we found and probably would have checked out some more, but many of the people were gone, I’m guessing for the holiday weekend.

It was early afternoon when we started out, and roughly 6:00 when we came back. I thought the lazy day that I had intended was about to commence, but my phone rang literally five seconds after I’d stepped back into the tienda. It was Cameron, and she was looking for Lourdes. I gave the phone to her, and they talked for less than a minute with Lourdes mostly just saying “Okay… okay… okay…” before she hung up, handed the phone back to me, and headed off upstairs. I decided to just hang around the store, but Marta looked at me skeptically and asked if I was going to go upstairs and change my clothes. Apparently Cameron and Lourdes both thought the other was going to tell me that we’d been invited to Cena at the Vivancos’ house.

I make the distinction that it was cena because here in Ecuador, there is a difference between cena and merienda not totally unlike the distinction between Supper and Dinner in the southern United States. Like supper, merienda is the meal at night, wherever it is, whoever it’s with, and whatever you’re having. The definition of cena borders more on an event. It’s a big holiday dinner or when you have people over. So basically you know to expect a bigger meal than pancitos and coffee.

When we got to Cameron and Roberto’s place, I could hear other people already laughing and talking inside, and I was excited to see Maggi and her kids (Omar, Maria Jose and Gema) and some others from Emaus. We had a great time playing Ker-Plunk and eating dinner, then hanging out together and drinking coffee and taking pictures. I escaped for a few minutes to call my family on the Vonage phone, and then fiddled with the piano with Gema for a while, before we all crammed back into Lourdes’ car with Omar and me in the “trunk” area behind the back seat.

I was somewhat zoned out on the way back, except for some brief periods where Omar was talking to me in English2. During one of those moments, Omar asked me “See where we are?” “Yeah…?” I responded, looking around at the gigantic hill we were on, although not necessarily3 sure where “here” was. He told me it was about a kilometer away from home and we would be walking there in the morning. His mother chimed in at that point “A las ocho.” Great. I not only have to be functional and sociable at eight in the morning, but I’m going to be climbing a stinking mountain. Turns out this would be the adventure to go see the brick business that had been mentioned at lunch.

So this morning I woke up at about 6am to do my devotion and wake up in my room. I listened until most of the noise outside my door stopped, meaning that most everyone was down in the store (sort of like the last couple of semesters of school how I’d wait until everyone else in my house was gone to work or school before I left my bed), took a shower, ate a breakfast so big Lydia would be proud of me (because food kept getting put down in front of me) and somewhere around 8:00 Omar walked upstairs.

We headed off down the street down the house-hunting route, past Emaus, and up the Pan-American highway until at one dirt road indistinguishable to me from the rest, Omar hung a left and we began trekking the steep road that was sometimes paved, but easier to climb when it was only rocks and dirt.

Omar seemed to be handling it a lot better than I was. But about three quarters of the way up he finally groaned a little bit and I didn’t feel so bad about complaining anymore, so I breathlessly said “Yeah, yo soy de la costa.” Omar responded in English, “I’m from here and I’m tired.”

When we finally got there, Jimena let us into the brickyard and went to find Teresita. Teresita then proceeded to explain the process of making bricks to us, and I caught bits and pieces. The mud-walled “oven” where the bricks were baking looked to me about as tall and wide as those prefabricated storage sheds you can buy at Lowe’s or Home Depot, or roughly the size of my bodega at my apartment in the north. It was just four walls about twice as tall as me with a ladder going up to where huge plumes of smoke were rising from the open top. I’m not sure how many bricks I would have thought would have fit in there at one time, but my guessed would have ranged from several hundred to a couple thousand. At some point, Omar asked. “Diez y seis mil,” Teresita responded. My eyes bugged out about as much as Omar’s did, and he could tell he didn’t need to translate that 16,000 bricks were baking right next to us. She also told us that when the bricks are done after two full days, the oven is still so hot that you can cook your meals in it for at least two more days.

We hung out and talked for a little while more before heading back down the mountain. Omar decided we should take the bus on the way back. I think we should have taken the bus on the way there. At any rate, I spent the rest of the morning in the store and shopping with Jose at the Mercado Mayorista (huge market where you can buy in bulk. Basically the Ecuadorian Sam’s Club) and then we closed up for a while to go have lunch, which Adrian had been working on all morning. He showed off his chef’s skills and made chop suey for us, which was fantastic (and I have thus been singing the “Hong Kong Fuey” theme song in my head the rest of the day).

This afternoon has been dedicated to writing and teaching guitar. Except that I lost track of time and suddenly Gabriel was here exactly when he was supposed to be, nothing unexpected happened. And the way things work here, that was probably the most unexpected thing about the long weekend.

1I had no idea that “accompanying” was spelled like that. Thank you, spell check.

2As I told Amalia the other day, “Yo no habla mucho antes de diez en la mañana, y yo no hablo español después de diez en la noche.”

3And by “necessarily,” I actually mean “remotely.”

Lazy Sunday

This morning I got to sleep in. Usually having to be at church at 8:00am (though I almost never actually make that), I couldn’t believe it last night when we were told to meet for church at 10:30. Since I crashed only a very short time after posting my blog last night, I still got out of bed at around 7:15, but it was really nice to sit around and read and have breakfast and not have to run out the door immediately.

So the four single MITs, the Ross family (dad Nate and five kids are present so far), and the Mosey family (Ted, Caroline and 1-year-old son Jude) were taken to church by Rich and Zo Becker, two full-timers here at the EMC. And we went to church at Willow Creek.

In case you aren’t familiar with it, Willow Creek Community Church is a megachurch just outside Chicago, and about twenty minutes from here in Elgin. It averages 23,000 attendees in a weekend (three services) and the main auditorium holds 7,200 people- the largest theatre in the United States.

Definitely a new experience for me. We came in through the food court (yes, the food court) and found the “Sunday School” classes for the Ross kids and the nursery for Jude (who wasn’t just signed in, but given a computer-generated barcode sticker on his back) and headed for the auditorium, past the waterfall and the escalators. The auditorium has two 14×24-foot LCD screens (I had to look up the dimensions) and a huge stage, aside from just the daunting amount of seating (which was so full I thought Rich would never find a place for us to all sit together).

Typical of a lot of super-contemporary and non-denominational churches, the service was basically music right at the beginning, announcements, and then a message. Although of experienced the lack of liturgy before, it still caught me off guard that there was absolutely no theological context given to the offering (which I noticed on my own) and a little disconcerting to realize there’s not a cross in the building (a fact which I knew beforehand, but was careful to look and confirm). For a congregation whose goal is to reach the unchurched, I understand the reasons behind these (which for the sake of brevity I won’t discuss here), and though I don’t like tradition for the sake of tradition and at the cost of sincerity, I (coming from a very traditional church background) tend to be observant of and opposed to incidents of the Church taking direction from the world.

Not that the service was in any way not great. In fact, it was a very positive worship experience for me when I switched myself from “analytical” mode to “God” mode. The music was both powerful and good, and the message was really Scripturally rooted. In fact, the message was almost entirely Scripture, with the focus being on internalizing Scripture for strength in everyday life (something that’s not necessarily one of my strong points, and so was really good to hear).

After the service, we reunited the group in the food court and had lunch together. It was really nice getting to hang out some more and getting a chance to talk to some of the people like the Moseys who I had only briefly been introduced to before. As Caroline observed, it’s funny how roundabout everyone’s story is of how the ended up with International Teams. Before she said that, I had felt like I was the only one (I mean, I got here because I interned last year because Deborah planted the idea in my head when I went on a team the year before, to which I was invited because I’d been on a team with Julie, who had gone the year before with team members who she’d grown up with, who were connected through the Episcopal Church through Cameron, who had also met Carrie years before at camp and who has her own totally roundabout way of ending up a missionary)1.

This afternoon was grocery shopping. Two unpicky twenty-something guys with an envelope of money in a grocery store. We came back with a lot of pizza.

Seriously though, I will be making enchiladas at some point this week, so that should be an adventure both in cooking and blogging.

After that was more down-time. Having learned in Quito not to sit around the house and wait for something to happen (because you end up sitting around the house a lot that way),2 we headed downstairs to see if anyone was in the lounge. Although it turned out to be locked at the time, we eventually wound up jumping on the opportunity to play basketball and football with the Ross kids, and within thirty minutes half the people living here this week were outside playing, talking and hanging out with us.

Another funny realization (a continual one, really) is the connections between people. It was amazing to me how many familiar names were dropped this afternoon (for example: Matt, Cameron, Lane, Danielle, Teddy, Nicole, Miguel, Bob, Phil and Howie just out of one conversation on the sidewalk). To think of all the places that all of these people have crossed paths, and how much more of that there is because of the twelve people here this week (two years from now some of these people will be saying in Ecuador “yeah, I was in training with Danny Peck.” It blows my mind).

Tomorrow class actually begins with Devotions, The Word of God, ITeams Vision and Values, orientations to Mobilization and to Facilities, and presenting testimonies. Wow.

1What a parenthetical phrase!
2Even if it does produce really great blogs.

Table for Twelve

I’ve been to many a Maundy Thursday service, but most of the ones I remember have been here in Elizabeth City. According to my mom, I attended one at St. Paul’s UMC in Clarksdale, Mississippi in which we took communion at a table set for a Seder meal. I have no recollection of that one, though I do remember my first or second year at First UMC when we actually did have a Seder meal during Holy Week.

It was the former type of service, though, in which I got to participate last night. We continued our Lenten virtual tour of the Holy Land with a digital trip to the modern-day Garden of Gethsemane.

Edit 3/9/2018: There was probably more to this post. It was in my drafts folder, and I decided to publish it. I wish I knew what the rest of this story was or where I was going with this thought. But nine seasons of Lent later, I have no clue.

Afternoon at CFC

Colin has been interested in going to the Cooking For Christ ministry at our church for several weeks now. It’s something Julie has organized to take dinner to the homeless each week. Based out of our church, the volunteers meet up at First UMC each Monday to put together sandwiches and pack up fruit and crackers and bakery bread and take it over to the old, unused Elizabeth City Middle School building to distribute to people who need it and fellowship with them.

I guess Colin had talked to Julie about it and decided to go yesterday to help out, and asked if I wanted to go. Now, it’s not that I didn’t want to go, and certainly not that I didn’t want to help. But I was really tired, and already have one of my favorite ministries on Monday nights, and cooking has always been Colin’s thing, not mine (though I’m good at it when I want to be). I just didn’t think I’d be useful.

One skill I’d forgotten about, though, is putting together sandwiches. Holy cow. If you ever need mass amounts of sandwiches put together, I’m your guy. Sarah and I made so many peanut butter and jelly sandwiches, just jelly sandwiches, ham sandwiches, turkey sandwiches, Nutella sandwiches, and cheese sandwiches over the summer that we eventually even had a system to make and distribute them to 40+ people on a bumpy bus in just a few short minutes.

Turns out I got to put it to use. I really only decided to go so that Colin would have a buddy. But I realized that I fit in really well at new (for me) ministry sites (thanks, Cameron) and I know how to make myself useful and jump right in and both get a job done. but to serve the real purpose and just love people along the way. Some of my favorite people were at the church, or got there soon after we arrived, and a lot more who I think will be some of my favorite people soon were waiting for us at ECMS.

It’s such an easy thing to distribute food to people just one day a week. But what I love is that the group who has already been going really knows most of the people that are there. There’s another really similar ministry to CFC in town, but the more I hear about it, even from the people who started it, the more I feel like they are helping people at arm’s length. But Julie pulled up and had hugged and kissed  the first three people she saw. Most times it’s not that sandwich that’s the tool for ministry.

Affirmative or Otherwise

I had a series of seemingly unrelated revelations today.

The first came as I stopped by First Baptist to pick up my computer. There were some people in the office, so I poked my head in to say hello. Before any other conversation could emerge, one of them asked “Are you leaving the country any time soon?”

I’ve gotten used to that question. But I realized this afternoon how odd it is. None of the three people I was talking to really had any clue that I’m heading back to Ecuador. I haven’t been around First Baptist enough for anyone outside of Discussion Group to really ask me about it, so it wasn’t a loaded question. If it wasn’t a loaded question, why was there a question at all? Which brings me to another question, how is it that I’ve become used to that question? Obviously other people have been asking me that same thing, and while people at church and La Casa ask when I’m leaving, it’s not as if there is a shortage of other interested parties in general.

Tons of people I know have gone on “mission trips”, plenty of them to foreign countries, and all pretty much overflowing with excitement and stories and faith when they returned. But even out of the specific people that I think of, I just don’t seem to have any knowledge of them being bombarded with questions about returning to the mission field (H & D, I’m simply ignoring you in that statistic because either of you could make the same point I’m going for here).

Another such thought came tonight as I gave my Ecuador presentation to the United Methodist Women of Newland UMC. It’s always interesting to see what people comment on at the end or ask questions about during the presentation. I like to see who absorbed what I was saying, or at least what I was trying to say. Or even who got something else totally meaningful and totally related out of it even if it wasn’t what I was intending.

The group was awesome, and I think really understood the value of relational ministry. And I always expect someone to say “I couldn’t drink river water in the jungle,” or “I couldn’t eat guinea pig,” (you would if you were unspokenly competeing with four 14-year-old girls who had no problem with cuy). It’s just that I tend to expect people to eventually laugh and say “Well, I would if I had to,” or “God would pull me through.” I’m surprised at how adamantly people are opposed to doing anything out of the ordinary, even at the risk of missing out on serving the Lord, or having the time of your life mud wrestling in the jungle, or discovering you actually enjoy guinea pig. Or serving the Lord. Did I mention that one?

Now I certainly don’t mean to say I’ve got the corner on the market on how to serve God. If everyone was called to serve God in Ecuador, it would be a really crowded 98,985 square miles of earth. It just makes me appreciate my ability to live without Fudge Rounds and an Xbox. It also reminds me for those times I do spend living in a third world country how lucky I am to have toilet paper.

But ultimately it just reinforces in me both the notion that ministry involves a Call, and the idea that a Call implies a response, whether it be affirmative or otherwise.

Moravian Lovefeast and little noises

If you don’t know what a Moravian Lovefeast is, here is an okay description.

This was the fourth Moravian Lovefeast I’ve attended and the third one in which I’ve played. I keep hoping Billy will dig up some piece of music that needs a saxophone, but having to practice clarinet again recently I’ve remembered why I liked it so much in the first place. Plus playing something small means I get to sit next to Toni. We get scolded at least once each Lovefeast and Easter for cutting up.

But my main musings tonight were not on the music (holy cow, the solo soprano!) or the sweet buns and coffee (alas, none for the musicians) or the scripture (“rut-row!”) but on the thousand little noises going on in between.

Services at a mainline protestant church in the U.S. are generally solemn occasions, even when they start with something like this. Crying babies are just unacceptable in Stateside church services, which is just a little disappointing after you spend a significant time at worship services in Ecuador. This kid was crying right at the beginning of the service. Not screaming. Not wailing. Not even crying loudly. Just crying the slightly-tired cry of a really small child. Before the three-song prelude was even finished and the bell rung, the family of five with the baby in question was down the balcony steps, through the Narthex and out the big oak front doors because their kid wouldn’t be quiet. I thought he was doing well in finding the strings section’s key. They thought he was being obnoxious. Though in hindsight, it’s also socially unacceptable to quiet a baby here the way you would in Ecuador.

During the middle of the service while the buns and coffee are being distributed and consumed, the choir, the strings, the full orchestra, and one or two soloists take turns playing pieces, and during the last one (which happened to be an organ/choir-only piece this year)  the coffee mugs are collected. I have to admit that the clink-clink-CLINK-clink-clinkity-clink-clink-clink-CLANK-clink-clinkity-clink got to me for a second there right as it started. Maybe it was the sound moving back down the aisles with the Dieners and their trays, or hopefully just my attitude improving (doubt it). But very quickly became musical to me. I think that- much more than the people standing up- and downstairs- just drove home how many people were packed into (what I believe is) the second-largest sanctuary in Elizabeth City.

It was also hilarious to see Billy’s eyebrows get closer and closer together the longer the “clinking” went on. He eventually just rolled his eyes and started to ignore it, but I guarantee that it will be mentioned before the 2009 Lovefeast.

And finally, my favorite little noise of the night. Just before we played “Silent Night” at the end of the service, in came the ushers, Dieners, and Junior Dieners to light all the candles. Off went the electric lights (in a relatively stately manner- not bad for Baptists). The sanctuary held its breath in silent anticipation.

Now in 1818, “Stille Nacht, heilige Nacht” was oiginally written for and performed by one unamplified classical guitar. In 2008, it was desecrated by half a dozen grill lighters CLICKing for dear life, trying to set aglow 400 little somethings I’ve always taken to be symbols of simplicity. And while the CLICK CLICK CLICK did make me cringe and will probably set Billy to swearing tomorrow, I think little things like that tend to put us in our place.

We can plan and practice and perfect our performances and services and songs all we want. But what it really comes down to is using those talents (planning, putting together that gigantic bulletin, playing or singing music, or just sitting and appreciating it) that God has given us and giving them back to him.

My philosophical musings are not going to stop me from suggesting that the candles are lit by other candles (in turn lit by matches in the Narthex) next time around. Neither is the fact that I’m not going to be in the Moravian Lovefeast next year (something I’m both extremely excited about and slightly saddened by, and that’s as much information as you’re getting right this second). But initial annoyance or not, I’m thankful for all the “distractions” tonight.

Comings and Goings

This week I’ve talked to Mike in Morocco, Skyped Teddy in Wales, and said good-bye to Julia before she heads to Ethiopia. I’m planning for Jerry and myself to see the Vivancos in South Carolina and play some music when they come up from Ecuador, and setting in motion some other plans that will take me back to la mitad del mundo. I’ve sent text messages to California, Michigan, and half the South, and got a super-brightly colored envelope from Wisconsin.

I don’t particularly like the way people boil down surprising relationships to a set of coincidences when they say what a “small world” this is. But that doesn’t mean I brush off how how amazing it is that certain people have been brought into my life at discrete times (not to be confused with discreet times, though that can be said as well).

Even looking around the Tangent Minds several months before I left for the summer, I  realized that it’s very likely that some time in the near future, not a single one of the people then present will even live in this country, and how significant that group has become in the lives of each other and how strange (and yet how reassuringly) we all found ourselves (or found ourselves placed) at the same certain place at the same time.

Pilgrimage

Pilgrimage is the UMC North Carolina Conference annual youth conference in Fayetteville, NC. I’ve been going since 2000 with a several-year hiatus and a semi-disastrous return last year.

Last year’s sleeping conditions were “not condusive to”, the  showering conditions were “non-existant”, and the music was actually somewhat a solution to the first problem. I was a little more realistic, hopeful, and generally prepared this time around. And overall, from a standpoint of looking at a conference as a success or not, this one was fantastic.

I did some strange things, like consistently getting in the back of the line for food, obsessively counting my ten charges, and drinking at meals in a manner that did not necessitate refills. It was Saturday afternoon before I realized this is the first leadership-type activity of this sort that I’ve done since Quito Quest this summer, and was therefore unsurprised at my disappointment in the (lack of) length of the Pilgrimage leaders’ survey. Habits die pretty hard.

I discovered several things over the weekend though. The first is that I cannot spell “coliseum” or “disappointment” (spell check came up when I just typed both of those).  Another is that the Everything skit still brings me to tears. And finally was a more realistic view of both the vulnerabilities and the strengths of ten teenagers, Kelli, and myself.

Something I’ve been struggling with lately (as I told the D group tonight) is my ratio of giving to getting in worship. Another general struggle is not knowing how to deal with some of the stuff that my brother’s age group is going through because the Band Mafia and the BROs were apparently so sheltered in high school. But that third realization came from seeing God move this weekend beneath the surface-level emotions and interactions of our group.

Some things just need an honest conversation. But sometimes you just need your Merkel Cells stimulated. A middle-schooler with a wide-eyed question brought my to my knees where a Bishop failed  to inspire any emotion this weekend. I know I’m going to be chaperoning Pilgrimage for years to come.